I feel like rambling on today about all kinds of stuff. So let me do it. What the hell? I have lost the habit of writing something just for the fun of it! I am getting a lot of thoughts and memories of my stay in Mysore. I don't know why and i don't care but they were good times I had. I seem to be in a kind of limbo right now.. where am I going and what am I doing I have no idea.
I feel lost and totally at sea in this life of mine. I just consulted the orthopaedic surgeon who did my surgeries and he says i have to undergo another stupid treatment for strengthening my bones. I am totally mad. I dont want it and i dont like it. I had thought all that rubbish was behind me. but it seems its not to be, I am still undergoing it and it will last till I die I guess. I am fed up and tired of all this medicine, treatment, hospitals doctors and all that sort of thing. I want to feel normal like any other guy.
But this stupid world does not let you be that. it always throws something in your way. its so frustrating and all the people in the world start advising you how to lead your life when that starts to happen. they keep telling you what you should be doing in that situation and they dont know what they are talking about. I would for once like to see what all those people will be like when and if something like this happens to them. That would be fun to see, seriously..
thats it for today.. time for dinner....